I'm not dead.

I'm just not sure what to write about at the moment. I dont want this blog to end up being my pedestal to bitch about my life being really shitty. But looking over a few of my previous posts, thats basically what it is. And it would seem that I have bi polar syndrome.

I' not bi polar, I'm just a mess. I hope you all can wait a little bit longer. I can promise with barely any doubt that I will be much better when the weather lightens up, and the sun comes out more.