Computer Problems persist

So I figured out whats wrong with my lap top...everything. This is incredibly stressful considering that I need a bunch of stuff from MI to fix it all, and that my parents dont know what Windows XP is. I think I'm going to the pier, or possibly central park to fix it all, possibly write some. Possibly jump in the Hudson.

In other news. There's been no word from Mr. R-train as of yet. This saddens me greatly because, well in short, I'm lonely. I listened to Ryan Adams songs for like 45 minutes to day, completely catotonic on my floor. Not good for business.

I'm at the same cafe on University. I'm again paying too much money, but I love the 6 of you just that much. And because I love you all so much I though I might share a poem with you for this Wednesday that outta get better or I may need some book therapy.

This one I wrote about a year ago, it was post James punching.
Theres no title:

Flat on the floor
strung out on calm music.
Back to the ground, face to face with the ceiling
minds not going anywherel.
Getting up is inevitable, but
staying like this forever just feels right.

So thats that. Kind of sums up the feeling I had this morning.

Tomarrow is my first day at centraly-located-mega-store. I think I'm going to head up town now, buy a zip drive and head to the Central Park mall.

Peace commrades.