Insomnia

So as I write this my clock ticks closer and closer to 5 a.m. I'm jealous of all the people in the world who get to sleep right now. I've never had a problem sleeping before. I mean yeah a restless night here or there maybe but never like this, never ALL FUCKING NIGHT!!!!! I think that at 5:30 I'm gunna hop the Q into Manhattan, get myself some coffee and watch the sun come up on the east side. Then who knows, maybe I'll jump off the Brooklyn Bridge so I can get some shut eye!!! I think G*d really hates me now.

Sigh